Living Inside My Head

Whenever I'm alone in public and my self-esteem's shorter than the length of your toenails, and if I really wanna do something but is too shy to do it, I'd say to myself "Fug it, they won't care." Will you care if I'm just a stranger who just passed by? No. Will you care if I buy food from the hotdog stand next to you? No. Will you care if I do some lip-syncing from my favourite tunes? Probably no. Will you care if you see me trip? Well, of course you'd hold yourself back from laughing, but it will just pass because I am just some random stranger that's hoping that you won't know my identity...at all. Our world is full of people that's judgmental. Everyone is. You, me, your dog, your neighbor, your cow, your duck...everyone. That's why a lot of people today are scared. Scared to go out of their own shell. Well you know what? After living away from my family for a few months (because of college), I learned that the only ...

My last post was last July, and I am really..kind of.. disappointed with myself. We all know how college takes all our time and energy that we might not have any motivation to do anything as we get home, but here I am, a lazy bum, going online everyday, but never had that "push" to make me post anything here. Reason? I suddenly give up when I ask myself: "What am I supposed to blog about anyway?" Ironic how I'm taking Journalism as a course in college, and there I was, giving up without even trying. Now I won't be talking about how we shouldn't give up on our dreams, because we really shouldn't. Life gives us a lot of choices ahead and it's up to us to choose which road to take, and I know that I've taken the wrong ones. Honestly. it's also because I've given up. I lost hope that nobody ever reads this blog of mine. I've seen successful bloggers and seen how beautiful their creations are and I know that I am still in ...

We can't help it but hide our feelings. People ask us how we're feeling and we'll tell them we're fine, and it just ends there. You try to smile to support your answer and they believe you, then you tell yourself to smile, hold it in, it will pass. But no, you lay down on your bed at night and you just cry yourself to sleep because it feels too damn good to cry. It feels good to cry in the dark atleast, to be ready to smile the next day, because some people will call you "too emotional" if you do, but you know what? If you're feeling sad and you can't contain all the agony anymore, then cry for God's sake. We live in a world where people will judge you no matter you do anyway, so why put up a strong face when you're already dying inside? Cry. Just cry. Let it all out, don't mind what people will think of you. You had too much, why keep on holding it in? It feels good to cry, and it's healthy. Even the sky cries sometimes, why not ...

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Another storm might be coming this week in our country, but as much as it brings joy to students whose classes will get suspended, we should also think about the people who have no shelter to find warmth and safety. Please do pray for them.

The original plan? I'm supposed to study in my family's dream university... University of the Philippines.   But then I chose West Visayas State University because my desired course is there, and now, I am indeed happy of my decision. I told my family before that I'll just try WVSU at first then transfer to UP when I get to my second year in college... I guess I'll abort that mission. My original plan before I started my college life is to remain invisible...to be just another person in the corner eating burgers or whatnot, just another person passing by for a year because I'm not supposed to be there after a year anyway. But then I met these people that made me forget about my disposition. I see them everyday and it makes me tell myself that "there it is, here's that something that's too hard to leave behind." Friends, they're already my family. I hang-out with them everyday, I see them tease and annoy each other at times, we la...

I never expected this much, but wow, thank you. Sorry if I am a lazy blogger but still, you stayed. Thanks to everyone who had given their time to read some of my articles, and sorry if they suck for some of you. But still, THANK YOU SO MUCH. This makes me blog even more XD