January 10, 2017 How old would you have been by now? I lost count. How long has it been? Seven years. In those seven years, I have graduated from high school, and now I'm in college. Ma! I passed UP! I hope you're happy for me-- Mama. Mama. Mama. I miss calling you mama. I miss the feeling of wanting to go home, because I know you'll be waiting for me there, along with papa. Maybe... maybe I'd be more excited with the idea of going home, when I know that you'll be there waiting. When I eat my meals outside, I often see moms holding their child softly in their arms, and I would often hope that the baby will treat their mom with love and care... like I would have with you if I'll be given one more day, just one more day to be with you. Recently, we visited your mom (grandma) and your sisters (aunts) and one of them looks like you. Is it bad that I thought it was you? That you were actually there this whole time and this was all a surprise? That you we