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"Why Do Birds Suddenly Appear?"

People come and go. You look up and see them flocking but you won't be able to follow them with your eyes forever. At some point in life, someone comes along. Think about that one friend you have. Are you happy to have met him/her? Are you happy about  where you were when you met? Here I am thinking about my life choices, and I don't regret them one bit. I look at these people I get to see and talk to everyday, then my mind would wander back to the time when we first met and had our first conversation, never realizing it was the start of something that would be with me longer than I anticipated. I get saddened by the thought that one day, I'd wake up and realize that they're gone. Graduation is near for them while I am still four years away. There is more to the line " Why do birds suddenly appear? " I remember going to the rooftop of my past high school building and I recall following a fleeting airplane with my unmoving gaze. I stared at it long en

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Heyaaa! I decided to make a facebook page for this blog made specifically for you guys! I just thought that this will help me get to know my readers more and I hope you can support this page all the way with me! Thank you for staying with me eventhough I don't post much. x_x ~Link to page~

What I Need You to Understand

Understand that it took me a lot of courage to get up this morning. People would mistake me for a slacker. Someone who's always late for class, or someone that has an invalid reason to be absent. But please hear me out. Every morning is a constant battle between me and my brain.  "Why get up?" "Stay in bed. Better than being in class that you'll most probably fail." "You're invisible to everyone, what's the point?" "Nobody will notice that you're gone." Please understand that these thoughts are ghosts that haunt me every time. I DID NOT CHOOSE THIS. Believe me, I want these thoughts to stop. Understand that this is not something to be joked about. I don't want you to know... but maybe I do.   It's hard to keep it all in. I don't want too much people knowing what I'm battling with, I don't want them to think that I'm just searching for attention... (admit it, most people see everyone with