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Infatuation

Have you ever met someone and thought to yourself: "This guy/girl will ruin my life" ?

I mean, come on. You see them online on Facebook and you're just gonna stare at their name on the chat box and heave out a sigh, hoping they'll  start a conversation with you... but then again, if you're brave enough, send out a "hi!" ... although the risks are scary. What if they ignore you? Or worse... seen.

I'm not saying that you shouldn't start a conversation with someone you like, I'm just sharing what I think about if that would really happen to me. Infatuation is EVIL. IT WON'T LET YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT AND IT WILL POUND YOUR HEART TO BITS IF YOU SEE YOUR CRUSH TALKING TO SOMEONE ELSE. Just kidding.

 But of course, there are "The Lucky Ones". They're the ones that gets to hang out with the ones they like. The ones who can make memories with their crushes which will lead to closure and hey, they might develop a crush on you, too. But the sad possibility is that... When you think they're special to you because they do all these sweet things, at the end of the day, they just actually like somebody else and you're the only one they know that can keep his or her secret about his or her crush.

I TOLD YOU INFATUATION IS EVIL.

Alright, alright, I'm just messing with your head.

Infatuation is a good thing. Ever saw him or her smiling and you'd know, right then and there, that your day is complete? Ever had that feeling of making him/her laugh and you'd feel as if you're on top of the world? And of course, that smile you make right away when you see their name on your inbox. Beautiful, isn't it?

Infatuations can be good or bad, it might lead to heartbreaks or a heart opening for a new love. It does feel bad when the one you like fancies somebody else, but believe me... after all those crushes, in the end, you'll still get to marry the one that makes you forget how to frown, and I think that's all that matters.

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